Me myself and I

colour lady

by hellosweetdessert

 

I’m asian but I’m polite

I’m tired but I’m hopeful

I’m quiet but I’m restless

I’m poor but I’m kind

I’m fat but I’m tall

I believe everything is going to be alright alright

I’m crazy but I’m cool

I’m kind but I don’t take any crap

I’m loud but I’m compassionate

I’m friendly but I’m observant

I swear but I’m religious

I still believe that everything is going to be alright alright

I’m wrong and  I apologize

I’m sad but I laugh

I’m flawed but I love my life

I’m slow but I’m focused

Oh this could be messy

But I think you won’t mind

Oh don’t go telling everybody

Please don’t tell me that you don’t crime

When everything is going down the drain

I still believe everything is going to be alright alright

by sivia,2014

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脸书的黑与白(黑白分明)

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by hellosweetdessert

 

 

有时候,觉得:人生就是有黑白分明,也就说有点“懊”妙。

懊恼的懊, 美妙的妙。

懊恼是因现实生活与“脸书”没什么差别。还是有机会遇上型型色色的人。

美秒是学会了很多知识,烘焙或烧菜。还可以友人分享医学的学问。

没想过会上脸书,也没想过会有了部落格。

人家说:多人的地方就有麻烦,让你懊恼种种人群无时无刻在埋伏着。

从前,我就单纯的放食谱上网。普通的照片,苍蝇都难找。没人晓得我是谁。更何况说找我闲聊?

一年多地为爱好而分享食谱,遇上好多事情。好的是认识些非常诚恳的人,感恩有你们,我的生命多了一些福气。有些更救了我的生命,为我日夜祷告。

脸书也是多样化,多种人群的恶化,埋伏等着遇上你。

不好的就是:拿了食谱归为自己;知道我就是一名普通的家庭主妇就溜;我有他们想要的,就虚伪地对我好;有个还会间接性来讽刺为何有人喜欢做马卡龙(当天我分享马卡龙),说甜到不能吃,然后看见她们也开始烤马卡龙;有些blogger也到处散播谣言,说只会烤蛋糕,马卡龙,吃三文鱼,与其123g 面粉而不是120g 面粉的食谱等等是为了取悦有钱的人(K.G先生,你了解爱好吗?我喜欢蛋糕,难道得罪你?);有些却看见我的本人后也突然删掉我;而有些为了部落格的读者人数,为了赚点退休后的费用,不择手段来想得名气(A.L 女士,我没有想为了名气而烘焙,也不是为了赚退休费,我的食谱不是为了争夺名利而分享的,我很平凡,没有心计去跟任何人比较,请别虚伪地围绕我);朋友告诉我,有些blogger是为了读者人数,邀请你加入他人的群团,如果你的食谱获得众人喜欢,就自然为他的部落格制造交通(抱歉,电脑的知识,我是听电脑达人解释的),如果你的食谱分享不悦,他就block 你,不给你加团(我的几位脸书友无辜就被block了,很不开心)。

因此,我更要小心。 脸书是有好有坏。但,把是非人加入自己的account 只会添麻烦。

我可以很客气和有礼貌地对待你,但有几点我不容纳:

  • 别虚伪地围绕我。如果想要利益,我觉得我没有你要的利益。
  • 若你不了解我和我的兴趣,请被随意判断我为人。我不是为名利和赚退休金而拼命要大家加入你的团 而制造网路交通。我是有权力选择我喜欢的群团。
  • 假如我开始不加你或block你,是因为听了太多关于你的不是,也遭受过你的坏待遇。
  • 妒忌也好,讨厌也好,若你不喜欢我的为人与我的样貌,觉得我的谦虚是你称的“虚伪”,抱歉!(样貌是我妈给的,为难你了,对不起!谦虚是上帝教我的,我不爱自赞!很多人就少了谦虚,也有人认为我的谦虚是假假。我认为是“客气”,就算有人说羡慕我或什么的,想说: 我的能力是上帝慷慨地给我,不是我一人功劳。)
  • 因为被伤害过,我选择往后退,不再那么热情。想说:若你不伤害别人,就不需期求被原谅。而我不想再受伤害,选择自护。毕竟是脸书,有多少是真心的。

我是为兴趣而上脸书做我喜欢的甜点来与你们分享,不是为了名利。

我记得曾经的我与现在的我还是一样,不喜欢是非,冷言冷语和虚伪。

还记得曾经的我简直没有人想认识我,我不懂得找你闲聊不是因为我是高尚的,因为我内向,不懂找话题。

我想继续为我的兴趣而分享。不想为了某些利益而上脸书。

那些了解我的,曾经的我与现在的我还是一样,黑白分明。希望还是会有你诚恳的支持,平平凡凡地为爱好而继续。

懂我的会留下,不懂我的,请别靠近。谢谢你。

感谢上帝让我看清很多,学习自护。

谢谢那些对我的真与好,我会记得你的恩。Thank you so much.

 

Thank you God for your guidance every single day.

Teenage dream For a bakery shop甜点店的梦想

 

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从中学,就喜欢上甜点,蛋糕之类。

19岁那年,做了个巧克力香蕉蛋糕后,就一直梦想要拥有一个蛋糕店:不需太高贵,简单又舒服就最理想。

店里卖我拿手的甜点,还有一些好喝的饮料。有人欣赏我的甜点,我就非常满足。

为了读书离开了家,就没有机会烤蛋糕。直到近两年,身为人妻,没缘做人母亲,太多自由在小小的厨房里冒险。

有人喜欢我的作品。问起我的食谱,掉头就跑,那么长,看到怕。

其实:好吃的有时需点时间, 哈哈。 他们就说:不如买更好!

对呀!买很方便。但,会很贵,不能无时无刻都能吃。经济不景气,我就开始变成甜点的冒险者, 想吃也想省。嘻嘻~

到了近年,梦想就只是梦想。有了这病,已经不在想太多了。活着真好!人家说:痛过,才更珍惜生命的一切。

感谢上帝还让我活着。能跑有多好,能呼吸就是快乐! 希望你们都健康快乐,活着是种幸福。

 

If you ask my teenage dream?I always wanted to open a bakery shop, selling varieties of my signature desserts and cakes.Serving some interesting drink in a comfy, cozy and simple bakery shop would be heavenly dream.

There are some people love what I do, but when come to the recipe, their jaws wide opened and walk away saying:” so long, why not just buy it instead?”

A slice of these dessert would cost me pretty high if buy it every week. Why not just make if I could?

I am not fortunate enough to be a mom, therefore time is my freedom.

After I suffer with this sickness, my dream no longer to be fulfilled. As long as I can breathe, I can wake up every morning, I am blessed. Life sometimes too short to just do what I can’t( for example: exercising) , so I indulge myself in my small little kitchen, exploring all the insane ideas into my home bake desserts.

I am blessed to have God. During this tough time, apart from my husband, God is the one really close to me who understands me, who give me courage to survive.

I have to thank God to meet few awesome friends who constantly give me courage and understanding of my sickness. Some even saved me from ….. death. I thanked them, being so thoughtful  to pray for me and never question me much. I truly thankful for having your supports.

Dear friends, if you are reading this, life is too short to dwell in the sadness. Do what you can when you are given this life. Eat what you want, bake what you like, draw what you can even it is not scoring grade A 😛

May you all live in good health and happiness ^_^

bakery

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I love all kind of sweet desserts. I am not good in painting, I have to say, I don’t like it at all. But again, life too short not to try, breakthrough my first fear- drawing.

 

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by hellosweetdessert

I used to dream: even skinny beautiful ladies would come to my bakery shop to try my desserts. Is it so funny? hehehe..

 

Sorry for all these painting, it has been more than a decade I did not touch any colouring field.(because I am bad at it) Let’s have a good laugh , shall we?

 

生命短暂。喜欢就去做,哪怕别人笑,也敢敢去吧~

 

Your visit is deeply appreciated. Your comments are valuable to me. Thanks for dropping by ^_^

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

What I always want to do..

 

 

 

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Audrey Hepburn,

she is the classic film and fashion icon.I love how her features presented her beauty.

 

 

I always have this little passion beneath with me since young but I never think I am good at it.

Since young,I always love to buy those Disney colouring books , flipping through all pages, looking through all the classic disney characters, I love to start sketching on my white drawing paper. I have to admit, creativity never seem to born within my abilities , let alone my drawing skills.

Many of my school mates attended some painting classes but I did not have the courage to do the same because I always think I am not good enough for this passion.

After years of drawing in classes, I discover that my little ability is “Imitate” or you can say “sketching” :P. I will draw exactly what I see, yes truly lacking of imagination and creativity do not name me a painter or artist.

Life is too short to resist my own passion. The last time I paid attention in drawing was about 14 years ago. I know I am not expertise  in painting however this little passion no doubt can relax one’s mind, provides me  serenity environment.

Not only that, I have been suffering with chronic pain on my both shoulders, the more I type or facebook-ing will only damper my condition. New technologies: handphones, typing, online and blogging…all these definitely fun to do, but not so good for my hands. I  need to find a way to take my chronic pain away.

Hope I will be back again to keep in touch with new technologies again. 🙂

 

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Something wrong, isn’ it?

Since I have no drawing materials, I grabbed some low quality(but ain’t cheap) of pencils, erasers, painting brush, water colours and papers to initiate my passion, once again. Those are what I could get in such short time.

 

 

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Gosh, water painting is not my forte , mind me for showing you my first painting after 14 years.

 

If you have any hidden passion you have not started yet, I reckon this is the time now.

Forgive me for not baking food…hahhaha

Hope you have a wonderful time here. ^_^